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HAPPY TEACHER DAY

thank you very much to all my teachers who taught me, without teachers who am I now. first of all I want to say a big thank you to my parents who taught me in terms of religion, etc. Although my parents did not have school. I still remember the feeling of their "lessons that can change the fate of the family and gain a broad knowledge". Besides that, I want to say thank you to the teachers @ lecturers who are still pouring knowledge into my kindergarten Pack (2001), SK Tg Tawau Sacred Stone (2002-2007), SMK Tawau Abaka (2008-2012), Labuan Matriculation College (2013 // 2014) and UTM (2014-now) .. THANK YOU TEACHER

POEMS FOR MY FRIEND

Sahabat,

Kaulah segala-galanya,

Tanpa kamu,

Aku merasakan hidup ini kosong,

Bagai sehelai kertas putih tanpa bertulisan,

Itulah gambaran hidup apabila kamu sahabatku meninggalkanku.

Sahabat,

Ke manakah kamu membawa diri,

Tidakkah kamu ingat akan diri ku disini,

Aku sentiasa menunggumu disini,

Sampai hati engkau buatku begini,

Sehingga hatiku mati tidak bertali.

Sahabat,

Nak ditelan pahit nak dibuang sayang,

Kau bersenang lenang tanpa pedoman,

Sedang aku mencari arah tujuan,

Tanpa sokongan,

Namun aku gagahi untuk bangkit dan tidak rebah keranamu.

INTERPRETATION :

I has one best friend. He leave me without any reason. I don't know what my fault. I hope that he was fine there . I always keep you in my doa. May Allah bless you. By the way thank to everything . 

Happy Teacher's Day for my beloved Ummi. Thank you a lot for being my teacher since 1995 till today and forever , In shaa Allah :). You are my superb, best , great and beautiful teacher that I have in my life. Thank you for your sacrifice for me and other siblings too. I hope that you always be my teacher who never give up to give your best "services" as mom + teacher for us. I'm proud too to have young teacher like you..hehe .. Our different age 18 years only like sister, we are ?
Last but not least, I'm proud to be your daughter. student too in the same time and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH UNTIL MY LAST BREATH !
Happy Teacher's Day too Miss Wanie. Thank you for give and teach us to improve our speaks , language, writing and so on. Thank you, Miss Wanie :)

THANK YOU , ALLAH S.W.T.

• Thank you for give me a chance to have my second family here even it just for a while
• Thank you for make my day here wonderful and full with happiness.
• Thank you for make me smile even I'm in trouble.
• Thank you for everything .. Alhamdulillah , thank you Allah S.W.T.

Love you, mom

She's my mom, who give birth and care of me..

she's my friend, who always be my side even during I feel happy or sad ..

she's my loyal listener, who always ready to lend her ear for me ..

she's my adviser, who always give me advice for every minutes even at home ..

and she's everything for me ..

I love you so much mom .. 

HEART

Hati,
Tak dijaga mungkin mati,
Letaknya rapi di dalam sanubari,
Mohon pelihara hati ini,
Jangan pernah kau sakiti dengan caci maki,
Sekali terluka seumur hidup akan diingati,
Perlu diberi kepada yang tahu menghargai,
Kelak nanti tidak dikhianati,
Semoga hati ini terus tabah berdiri.


Interpretation:
Heart is the most sensitive part in human body. It should be treated with care because its more valuable to us. So, be careful with your heart. Once it hurt, its hard to be recover as usual. Even though, they act like they don't care but in the deep inside it hurts much. Therefore, caution should be given to who will appreciate because hearts is the part that needs to be preserved with real happiness in your life. Thus, remember that please save your heart nicely for someone who cares.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

You are not only our teacher,

You are our friend, philosopher and guide,

You guide me,

When I was lost,

You supported me,

When I was weak,

You have enlightened me all through,

Any amount of thanks,

Wouldn't be enough for your big sacrifice to us,

Therefore, I'm just,

Passing you my wishes,

For all my teachers who faithfully accompanied me along,

The way to become a successful one,

So Happy Teacher's Day to all of you !!

p/s: I want to pass my wishes to all my teachers who've taught me before especially at SK Kampung Pasir, SMK Tasek Utara, Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan (KMNS) and the last one Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (UTM, Skudai). And also a big thanks to Miss Wanie. Happy Teacher's Day miss :)

POEM FOR MY MUM !

Ibu,
Kau umpama matahari bagiku,
Menyinari setiap hari-hariku,
Selalu ada disampingku tanpa jemu,
Membantu dikala senang atau susahku,
Tanpa kehadiranmu, siapalah aku,
Sesungguhnya aku rindu ibu,
IBU, I LOVE YOU !!

Summary:
Always remember without mother we are nothing, Grateful with what you have & remember them whenever you are. And most important part are always telling them that you love them. Lets spread the love....

THROWBACKK !

A few weeks ago, i have joined a very interesting program. It was Fm Run 2.0, it was a run for charity program that organized by SMART. This program was conducted on 18 April 2015 last month, at Faculty Management, UTM.  We had so much fun on that day.

T.G.I.F

T.G.I.F

Thanks God Its Friday

"Twittering" "Googling" "Instagraming" "Facebooking" 

Seriously thankful for this day! This week has been kinda crazy, and I was in much need of the different pace that normally happens on the weekends. This week such a hectic week since we have lots of activities, programs, presentation, tests and the assignments to be done. Today, I just rest and lie down on my bed. 

TAKEN 3

Taken 3 is about a man named Bryan Mills, whose long awaited reconciliation with his ex-wife is tragically cut short when she brutally murdered. For the last time, Mills must use his particular set of skills to find out the real killers and protect his one and only which is his daughter. 

I learned to not borrowing money and owe from others because it is a dangerous thing. Besides that, we have to be more predictable than what we think and always have an exit plan. I also learned to reach out to the right people and learned the importance of leadership.

STEP UP

STEP UP is one of my favorite movies.I have watched all the series since the 1^st series until the latest one (5^th series). This is the chronological order of step up movie that I've watched. 

STEP UP(2006)

THE STREETS(2008)

STEP UP 3D (2010)

REVOLUTION (2012)

ALL IN (2014)

What I have learned from all the series is if you have done wrong in the past, take the first step to get yourself on the track. Beside that, we have to be who we are. They also respect to each other since they all multiracial. 

My poem

Assalamualaikum.......
When my leap's class last monday,miss wani want us created some story or poem about the title she give.
My title is Hari ini....
Now I want to write my poem that created.

Ku renung langit cerah,
Mengharap mentari menyinari hati,
Tiba-tiba hujan turun,
Lebat bersama guruh,
Hujan berhenti dipetang hari,
Pelangi muncul disebalik awan,
Kini kutahu ketentuan Ilahi,
Mungkin,
Langit cerah bukan milikku,
Tapi pelangi indah membahagiakan.

Intepretation:
When we want something it be own,when we plan our live,but sometimes we can get it because Allah want give us a better than that.Allah is the best planner.

FRIENDS

FRIENDS, 
Whether you realize or not,
Whether you say that you can survive without them,
Whether you say that you can go through hard days alone,
Whether you never find them,
Whether you left them,
Whether they're not a person that's really important to you,
Whether you were never appreciate them,
Whether others think you're weird,
Whether you always make mistakes.
BUT,
Friends are always there,
Friends always be there if you need someone to rely on,
Friends always be the ears for your problems,
Friends always go through hard days together,
Friends doesn't let you stay alone,
Friends doesn't want to see you're sad,
Friends doesn't want to see you're crying,
Instead, they will be crying together with you,
And be the best person to you even though you never appreciate them.

Because.....
GREAT FRIENDS are hard to find,
Difficult to leave,
And impossible to forget :)

       When u're not honest with ur                heart, pain will be ur                                    answer


 When u're not honest with ur heart,
 pain will be ur answer,
      Being force to do something,
 You don't like,
  What will u feel,
      Happy? excited?
      Ask ur heart,
 It will tell u the truth,
 Reveal ur most private feelings in urself,
      Follow ur heart,
      But take ur brain with u

Thank you

As I grow up, i tend to forgot thing easily
I forgot how to say I'm sorry after i do something wrong,
I forgot how to say thank you properly,
I forgot how to be sincere even to myself,
I even forgot how to always say I love you to people that close to me,
I forgot that I'm not alone in this universe
But no matter how much I forgot,
There are a lot of people beside me that always remind me,
So here I want to say my deepest THANK YOU to all people that always take care of me. THANK YOU.

DIA

Dia...
Dia ada di saat kau berduka,
Dia ada disaat kau gembira,
Dia sentiasa menemanimu setiap masa.

Janganlah engkau berkasar terhadapnya,
Dengarlah nasihatnya andai itu kebaikannya,
Tegurlah dia andai dia terlupa,
Lalai serta leka.

Andai dia menuduhmu secara membabi buta,
Engkau tulikan telinga,
Butakan mata,
Mungkin dia tidak sengaja.


Description : This poem is about forgiveness. Everyone should have the space to be forgiven and everyone should forgive other people. Sometimes we are doing something under our conscious mind. Nobody perfect. Everything happened for a certain reason. We might know the reason now or in the future. Don't feel shy to seek forgiveness, ask forgiveness and clean your heart by forgiving others fault :)

LIFE

Life is the sum of experiences that we encounter as we go through life. Day to day struggles and triumphs are experienced by all of the world's creatures. As human beings, when we encounter a challenge, we have freedom to choose how to react. Every decision that we make leas us down a different road. We will never come to exactly the same crossroads. Every decision that we make has significance. The tiniest choice that we make reverberates throughout the entire universe.

I'M MARRIED

“Marriage is not a noun, it’s a verb. It isn’t something you get. It’s something you do. It’s the way you love your partner everyday”.

On 12^th May 2015, UTM had organized a community day at Taman Tropika. Our club was invited to perform a traditional dance (zapin and inang). At the same time, I was told to be the bride. It’s such a very good experience to me as I can experienced by myself being the bride and know more about Malays wedding.

GIVE THANKS

Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given,
Be thankful for what you have,
You’ll end of having more,
If you concentrate on what you don’t have,
You will never, ever have enough,
Always give thanks.

MIRACLE IN CELL NO. 7

Miracle in cell number 7

This movie is a heartwarming comedy and family melodrama about a mentally challenged father wrongfully imprisoned for murder. The father was trying to fulfill his daughter’s desire which was the daughter wants the very limited schoolbag (yellow Sailor Moon bag) at that time. He loved his daughter very much.

At first, I thought that the movie will be simply foolish and sentimental. But as movie went on, I melted into it. At last I couldn't control myself. I cried so much and I felt some kind of pain in my heart.

CITRA DAKSINA

Citra Daksina

Citra Daksina (CD). I’m proud to be one of the members of CD. CD is a dancing club which established under Persatuan Kebudayaan Citra Daksina (PETERANA) UTM. 

The members of CD come from different states. They are all come with different characteristics. Some are very kind, some are very polite, some are annoying, too emotional also have. We also study in different courses and stay at different college. However, with the differences that we have, we still can build our relationship and now the relationship is more closes than before (the first time that we met). We do lots of things and activities together such as hang out together, singing, jogging, etc. I just love to gather with them because they are all fun and enjoyable. 

Twilight

Twilight is my most favorite movie. I had watched it for so many time and never bored of watching it.Twilight was originally a book series written by Stephenie Meyer. This is a list in chronologicalorder of all movies in this drama.

Twilight (2008)

New Moon (2009)

Eclipse (2010)

Breaking Dawn Part 1 (2012)

Breaking Dawn Part 2 (2013)

One of the moral lessons i got from this movie is about family. Cullen family's bonding are very strong and tight. They are very protective of Bella since Bella is part of them. They never leave or blame Bella for all the trouble come. They even take care of Bella's parents. Not only that, they even put their life in danger just to save Bella who in love with Edward Cullen, one of the family members. 

What Your Birth Month Says About You

JANUARY
Ambitious and serious 
Loves to teach and be taught 
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses 
Likes to criticize 
Hardworking and productive 
Smart, neat and organized 
Sensitive and has deep thoughts 
Knows how to make others happy 
Quiet unless excited or tensed 
Rather reserved 
Highly attentive 
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds 
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love 
Loves children 
Homely person 
Loyal 
Needs to improve social abilities 
Easily jealous 

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts 
Loves reality and abstract 
Intelligent and clever 
Changing personality 
Temperamental 
Quiet, shy and humble 
Honest and loyal 
Determined to reach goals 
Loves freedom 
Rebellious when restricted 
Loves aggressiveness 
Too sensitive and easily hurt 
Showing anger easily 
Dislike unnecessary things 
Loves making friends but rarely shows it 
Daring and stubborn 
Ambitious 
Realizng dreams and hopes 
Sharp 
Loves entertainment and leisure 
Romantic on the inside not outside 
Superstitious and ludicrous 
Spendthrift 
Learns to show emotions

MARCH 
Attractive personality 
Affectionate 
Shy and reserved 
Secretive 
Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic 
Loves peace and serenity 
Sensitive to others 
Loves to serve others 
Not easily angered 
Trustworthy 
Appreciative and returns kindness 
Observant and assess others 
Revengeful 
Loves to dream and fantasize 
Loves travelling 
Loves attention 
Hasty decisions in choosing partners 
Loves home decors 
Musically talented 
Loves special things 
Moody

APRIL 
Active and dynamic 
Decisive and hasteful but tends to regret 
Attractive and affectionate to oneself 
Strong mentality 
Loves attention 
Diplomatic 
Consoling 
Friendly and solves people's problems 
Brave and fearless 
Adventurous 
Loving and caring 
Suave and generous 
Emotional 
Revengeful 
Agressive 
Hasty 
Good memory 
Moving 
Motivate oneself and the others 
Sickness usually of the head and chest 
Easily get too jealous

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted 
Strong-willed and highly motivated 
Sharp thoughts 
Easily angered 
Attracts others and loves attention 
Deep feelings 
Beautiful physically and mentally 
Firm standpoint 
Easily influenced 
Needs no motivation 
Easily consoled 
Systematic (left brain) 
Loves to dream 
Strong clairvoyance 
Understanding 
Sickness usually in the ear and neck 
Good imagination 
Good debating skills 
Good physical 
Weak breathing 
Loves literature and the arts 
Loves travelling 
Dislike being at home 
Restless 
Hardworking 
High spirited 
Spendthrift 

JUNE
Thinks far with vision 
Easily influenced by kindness 
Polite and soft-spoken 
Having lots of ideas 
Sensitive 
Active mind 
Hesitating 
Tends to delay 
Choosy and always wants the best 
Temperamental 
Funny and humorous 
Loves to joke 
Good debating skills 
Talkative 
Daydreamer 
Friendly 
Knows how to make friends 
Abiding 
Able to show character 
Easily hurt 
Prone to getting colds 
Loves to dress up 
Easily bored 
Fussy 
Seldom show emotions 
Takes time to recover when hurt 
Brand conscious 
Executive 
Stubborn 

JULY 
Fun to be with 
Secretive 
Difficult to fathom and to be understood 
Quiet unless excited or tensed 
Takes pride in oneself 
Has reputation 
Easily consoled 
Honest 
Concern about people's feelings 
Tactful 
Friendly 
Approachable 
Very emotional 
Tempramental and unpredictable 
Moody and easily hurt 
Witty and sarky 
Sentimental 
Not revengeful 
Forgiving but never forgets 
Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things 
Guides others physically and mentally 
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully 
Caring and loving 
Treats others equally 
Strong sense of sympathy 

AUGUST 
Loves to joke 
Attractive 
Suave and caring 
Brave and fearless 
Firm and has leadership qualities 
Knows how to console others 
Too generous and egoistic 
Taked high pride of oneself 
Thirsty for praises 
Extraodinary spirit 
Easily angered 
Angry when provoked 
Easily jealous 
Observant 
Careful and cautious 
Thinks quickly 
Independent thoughts 
Loves to lead and to be led 
Loves to dream 

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising 
Careful, cautious and organised 
Likes to point out people's mistakes 
Likes to criticize 
Quiet but able to talk well 
Calm and cool 
Kind and sympathetic 
Concerned and detailed 
Trustworthy, loyal and honest 
Does work well 
Sensitive 
Thinking 
Good memory 
Clever and knowledgeable 
Loves to look for information 
Must control oneself when criticising 
Able to motivate oneself 
Understanding 
Secretive 
Loves sports, leisure and travelling 
Hardly shows emotions 
Tends to bottle up feelings 
Choosy especially in relationships 
Loves wide things 

OCTOBER 
Loves to chat 
Loves those who loves him 
Loves to takes things at the centre 
Attractive and suave 
Inner and physical beauty 
Does not lie or pretend 
Sympathetic 
Treats friends importantly 
Always making friends 
Easily hurt but recovers easily 
Bad tempered 
Selfish 
Seldom helps unless asked 
Daydreamer 
Very opinionated 
Does not care of what others think 
Emotional 

NOVEMBER 
Has a lot of ideas 
Difficult to fathom 
Thinks forward 
Unique and brilliant 
Extraodinary ideas 
Sharp thinking 
Fine and strong clairvoyance 
Can become good doctors 
Careful and cautious 
Dynamic in personality 
Secretive 
Inquisitive 
Knows how to dig secrets 
Always thinking 
Less talkative but amiable

DECEMBER 
Loyal and generous 
Patriotic 
Active in games and interactions 
Impatient and hasty 
Ambitious 
Influential in organisations 
Fun to be with 
Loves to socialise 
Loves praises 
Loves attention 
Loves to be loved 
Honest and trustworthy 
Not pretending 
Short tempered 
Changing personality 
Not egoistic 

Thank You Friend

Dear friend I can't explain to you

How much you mean to me

If it weren't for you I can't imagine

Where I'd even be

You've made me laugh and smile

More than I can bear

You've helped me through the hardest times

When I was in despair

You kept me up when I was down

And I was feeling blue

You helped me turn my life around

And become somebody new

Thank you friend for everything

I'm glad you really cared

Thanks for never leaving me

Thank you for being there

TOP 10 MOST IMORTANT THINGS IN LIFE

1. GOD - the most important thing ever ! He created all the things on this list if you think about it.
2. LOVE - love toward your family, friends and everybody else. Love that can turn to stone the anger in a traffic jam, get you through annoyances and pain inflicted by others.
3. FAMILY - I think family is really the only thing you actually have and I believe they are the most important and I really adore my family.
4. HEALTH - this is about the most important after God
5. MUSIC - it brings the world together in so many ways
6. FRIENDS - too many people believe that friends come and go but I know what real friendship iis. Friend ca become your family.
7. HAPPINESS - always smile okay.. hahha
8. FOOD AND DRINKS - without them, you would die of dehydration and starvation. Without drinks , you would cough and be sick infinitely.
9. PARENTS - most important things in life
10. KNOWEDGE - what gets you through life. Without it, you are doomed.

Friend Forever

They are my pretty friends. They always make me smile. Without them my life is not cheerful. That is call friend forever. Many activities are do together. This is one of the activities :

Dinner MPP


" Making a million friends is not miracle. The miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when millions are against you. " 

" Good friends are hard to find,
harder to leave,
and impossible to forget. "

" Real friends don't get offended when you insult them. They smile and call you someting even more offensive... "